Psalm 42... He is the Health of my Countenance?

When I can't see the purposes of God in my situation it clearly causes fear and sadness. David, seemed to be expressing this feeling in his lament and calling unto God. I want to see what is making me so sad, seemed the call from the depths of soul. In some seasons I seem aware that God is with me though the darkness of the situation might be deep and then, at other times I can't see His presence. I can't see His favor toward me; I can't see how this would or could be His will and He still love me;etc. When the clouds roll away from my eyes and I see His "face", as it were I am helped. His visage is the encouragement of my soul. Amen, Oh I want to see Him!